June 17
Troy - Listen...
I gotta say what's on my mind.
Something about us, doesn't seem right... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan is always rearranged.
It's so hard to say,
but I gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay...
I've got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
Don't wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it's just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today
Cause I gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay...
I've got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
TROY:
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
GABRIELLA:
what about trust?
TROY:
You know I never wanted to hurt you.
GABRIELLA:
What about me?
TROY:
What am I supposed to do?
GABRIELLA:
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
TROY (ECHOING):
...miss you.
GABRIELLA LEAD, TROY AD-LIBS:
So I've got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: why do you have to go)
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
(Troy: I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.
I've got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: what about us?)
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
(Troy: try to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday.
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way,
I gotta go my own way,
January 15
厚厚厚~这个星期生病了哦~
讨厌馁~好辛苦啊~
星期一那天,身体开始不舒服~
直到今天才比较严重点~
没去学校上课,就去诊所给医生看病~
过后,就去填饱肚子~
吃完就回家休息了~
躺着没事做,忽然想起你~
就在此时刻也想到自己不甘不愿的决定~
想到不甘不愿的决定,~
才发现原来其实一点都不伤心~
倒觉得放弃你并没有那么难~~可以怎么说嘛~?
因为当初对你说过,要是要放弃你是我办不到的事~
但现在的我放弃了你,聊天时已没有那种所谓的不开心了~^^
原本还以为又会再次伤心起来~
可并没有,整个人也觉得轻松了~
也许是我自己是不善于伤心吧~
伤心时也不会流眼泪~也不会爱哭~
遇到什么事,也不会大哭一场,不会像个哭包~
虽然有好一段时期超伤心的~讨厌~
事情已过去我也不会怎样~
但一直都会想想你,想想以前和你做过的事~
谢谢你哦~
谢谢你曾在我的记忆中留下美好的回忆~
January 10
今天在电台让我觉得意外的听到一首熟悉的歌~
是你在部落格写的,也是我喜欢伤感情歌~
叫That's why(you go away)~因为这首歌~自然就会想起你~
每当想起你,又想到伤心事,又在哪里搞自闭~
每一天,这样的伤心真的好痛心好辛苦~
所以我做了个决定,虽然不是很愿意,但相信是好的~
从前你给的,你付出的,你答应的~现在完全都没有了~
后来才觉得是讲爽的,以前说的那么好听现在却什么都没有~
就在此刻逼自己做了不甘不愿的决定:
因为你早已离去常让觉得你对我有冷淡许多,但你说随我怎么讲~
而我一直不断发信息给你问你一大堆白痴到不能白痴的问题~
一直问,一直问,一直问,相信我觉得会让你感到厌烦~
烦到你没有什么想回我~
时间久了,慢慢的让我明白到感情再怎么挽回也挽回不了~
只好让自己学会手放开~
虽然说过不管以后怎么样都还会有喜欢着你~心永远有你的存在~
是,还会有你的存在,但是不会存有感情~
还没完全放弃我现所珍惜的感情时候,我想我会很伤心痛心~
我这么做也是因为你早已不在我和你之间的感情,~
而我也不能一直缠着你,只好这么做~
最后我有个要求,希望当我们聊天时,是像以前那样的开心~
可我不是说还有着彼此喜欢的感觉,你明白嘛~?
希望你看了对我有所改变~好不好~?